I'll leave when the wind blows.

We all have stories to tell.

2010-03-24T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmm now I kinda wished I haven't sign in Blogger ( for some reason )

Just when I'm in a perfect mood to blog now I totally lost it.

Have you ever heard of my side of the story? Yeah forget it.

x

A frequency that instantly breaks your heart.

2010-02-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Irony.

2010-02-09T16:58:00.003+08:00

I swear I really luv my chics.

I hope this week can stop sucking so much.

This Sunday's gonna be plain awesomeeeeeeeee.

Need a pair of comfortable pumps or perhaps mary-janes though.

Once upon a time, everything was fine.

2010-02-09T01:02:00.005+08:00

I'm supposed to be asleep like now.

Asleep with all of the Social Studies notes freshly memorized.

But I spent my time on Kpop.

Gosh :/

PS Thx haznut, jiayi ( See I blogged ur name ) , tiff, justin for the support. Luv y'all :)

Better head to bed now.

2010-02-08T19:21:00.007+08:00

I didn't want to pollute my blog with all these but I guess its time.

Dearest dearest biatch ( I like to spell it like that so just fuck off will you? )

Do you think that I'll crumble after all of your " Oh your friends are gonna leave you after they see your true colours!!!!!!! " Oh my gosh I think I'm gonna cry anytime now my friends are gonna leave me!!!! :( :( :(

HAH YOU KNOW SOMETHING? YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE REAL BITCH IN ME.

Basically this post will summarize everything I guess. :)

I'm not gonna post on Twitter becuz my 105 followers won't be happy to see a stream of tweets just for you. I mean like even andreas asked me why I spammed my twitter for YOU.

Hmmmm so what if I don't edit my photos on photoshop?

Can you fucking compare your photoshop skills and theirs????!!!

You look at your own photoshop, it looks like its done on picnik or something, where all the ah lians edit their photos.

And guess why I don't use photoshop? Because I don't need it.

You'll be like thinking " What the fuck there she goes the whole she-thinks-she's-so-perfect-thing "

Hah think whatever you want alright? I don't really give a fucking care.

Lets move on move on shall we.

Hmmm your boyfriend. You have a fucking boyfriend and you're like flirting on facebook? " Oh HI NICE TO MEET YOU :D :D " " XXX sent me home today!!!!!! "

And then when you have nobody to flirt with, you go for your backup, which is ur boyfriend. Oh puhlease you're still keeping ur choices open aren't you? You hope that someday a cuter, ah-bengish guy will sweep you off your feet.

Lets keep moving on.

Your best friends.

Hmmmm your best friends. Wow your best friends think that I'm a double faced girl?? :) Well my bestfriends ( NA guys, Express girls ) think that there's issues with ur attitude.

:) Move on move on.

Oh when is your mum gonna buy the pushup bra for your barely existant clevage?? Oh no how did I know about that?? Ask ur bestfriends :)

Not to mention omg I don't even spend 3 fucking hours picking out clothes. You even wanted to borrow ur bestfriend's clothes? P a t h e t i c.

PS your coloured contacts are not really helping you y'know. Oh not to mention you constantly stare into the camera like O-O and that gives me nightmares :( :( :(

Oh and not to mention, thanks to you, I fucking stop the twist and pout thing? You remember after I did it you began to do it? I'm not such a cloner like you so yeap I finally stopped and took normal photos.

Let's not stop here shall we?

Please using your bestfriends on me is not working. Oh if your bestfriend think that I'm a bitch why does she still talks to me?

Brainwashing is not gonna help you you know :(

" Bitch Bitch Bitch " is that the only thing you know to describe me?

Hmmm

Loser beyond repair, Eternal wannabe.

Oh well well lets take a loser quote from your blog shall we.

" Did you just call me a bitch?
Well bitch is a dog.
Dogs bark.
Barks are part of trees.
Trees are part of nature.
And nature is beautiful.
So thanks for the compliment!! "

Seriously loser beyond repair.

Oh well I've deleted you off facebook, msn, phonebook, twitter ( I didn't even bothered to follow from the beginning I don't like seeing " Oh having dinner now at -inserts name of a cheap restaurant - " Like there's something to be proud of )

But to leave you with a little of ego,

I hereby give you permission to spread to your best friends that you delete me alright? :) Be proud.

ITS NEVER OVER UNTIL I HAVE THE LAST SAY REMEMBER THAT _l_

I AM NOT AS WEAK AS YOU FUCKING THINK.

Whatever you post next or tweet or whatever you wanna fucking do, is none of my fucking business anymore not gonna care. You can scold me slut or use this post against me since you like doing stuff like this.

Scold me whatever I use against you whatever. Scold me on ur blog, twitter, facebook :)

Oh and last little thing, the only reason why I was nice around you was because you came along in a package along with yunzhen and justin :(

Gonna chill and relax.

You can print this out as a memory.

PSS : Sad to say, all of my bestfriends are still in love with me :(

xoxo,

ME.

( BTW, comments are moderated so if you wanna leave 'anonymous ' comments, it'll be deleted before I even read it :D Good luck )

Another day in isolation.

2010-02-04T19:24:00.005+08:00

Mmmmm it feels gr8 to be a bookworm once again.

Nights now are different, tossing away textbooks and cuddling with a nice book and nice cocoa.

Luv it.

Though I need to start finishing that pile of homework. Sigh why did I even remind myself about it.

Juz the thought of it kills.

PS I am so excited at the thought of doing music/dance covers after major exams! :D

Memories, silent things.

2010-01-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

Fuck I really hate feeling like that now.

Its like I can't do anything to help, and I can't show more concern than what I can because of some reasons.

You're really a best friend I don't want to lose, but I have no idea how to keep you with me with my current situation.

Quote poetry.

2010-01-22T18:38:00.005+08:00

Can't believe it.

I gave up a party to freakin stay.at.home. No idea what's wrong with me.

Right now, I feel so exhausted and I just feel like ... slumping into a chair.

Anyway, I'm done with the third... or isit fourth week of school and I feel so ... broken.

I'm so sick of givin in into everybody's emotions and actually givin a damn about what everybody thinks.

2010-01-17T01:53:00.002+08:00

It feels so good to know that you're special and different from 14 other girls.

x

Am I a shadow on your wall?

2010-01-16T22:46:00.004+08:00

Mmmm today was definitely the best day of the yr :)

Went out with my chics and it was good time spent.

We spent like 1x bucks each in the arcade. Actually we wanted to rent a wii room but it was somehow unavailable so we headed to the arcade.

IT WAS FRIGGIN AWESOME.

All of us left with sore arms becuz we had like 5 freakin' go at this machine where you are supposed to throw balls at the screen.

Then instead of takin pictures as usual with a cam, we ended up with a strip of neoprints each.

My last neoprint taking was like a year ago so mmmm I kinda miss it.

By the way as I'm typing this, I've...

1. Drank barley

2. Ate nacho-chips

3. Loaded Night at the Museum 2

I have no idea what's with my sudden movie craze but oh well I'm gonna watch it now.

I'm feeling all tingly for tmrw. :)

Live and breathe

2010-01-16T03:14:00.004+08:00

2nd week of school, and I've made it.

Spent the previous two hours snuggling up in my blanket and watching ' My Sister's Keeper ' :)

No idea how many times I've weeped throughout the entire show, I mean like there's cancer, family, death involved...

C'mon, how can you not cry?

I'm kinda more determined to be a doc now, and death seems so scary...

Saturday night feels alright

2010-01-10T02:36:00.002+08:00

Had the sudden urge to blog and keep this place frequently updated soooooooo here I am

School is starting now again, and maybe because of my major exam at the end of the year, I felt like as if I was gonna die of pressure on the 2nd day of school.

That feeling totally sucks. Big time.

The piled up stress turned into me being 2 times grumpier and pms-y as usual. I feel hatred most of the time. Sry if I ever blasted at you over a minute thing, my hormones are acting up.

Anyway I caught ' Did you hear about the Morgans ' today and it was awesome. :) Went to Haz's sweet sixteen BBQ in the evening and I haven't laughed that much since the week has started.

And the best thing about it is that I've caught up with ppl that I've luv but neglected :)

Biology project tomorrow. Dreading it.

2009-12-20T20:29:00.001+08:00

I'm losing hope in everything....

Dreamin' of a White Christmas.

2009-12-20T20:04:00.004+08:00

Finally I'm updating, was so lazy to log into this space and update 'bout my life.

Well, I wanted to say that it was boring but it definitely wasn't.... :)

( Okay maybe to you its boring but whatever -.- )

It was a K-pop weekend last weekend, I mean like fetching FtIsland, T-max and Brown Eyed Girls at the airport and rushing all over the island just for a glimse of them.

It was worth it.... for T-max at least. My impression of Brown Eyed Girls now .... well.... at their fan meeting was probably the worst thing ever...

Waitin' for the entire morning and all we got is a freakin poster which is supposedly 'unlimited'. BEG made us waited for like 1.5 hours STANDING and they stayed for only 20 mins.

Well, I've spent gud quality time with my 7PM members/ JYLE family. They're really like my older sisters, takin' care of me, makin everybody laugh. Luv them!!! :D

Went out with the girls ( Jiayi Tiff ) and I need their help in picking a gud xmas gift for yeah you know yeah.

And uhm they all said Christmas is a time for love or something like that.... its true ... :)

Hahahaha I've spent quality time with my mum today, chatted like best friends and I'm contented :D

Right now I'm staring at my com screen for like 4ever waitin' for someone to sign in -.-

Lets just hope that this xmas will be awesome and preferbly flooded with luv.

x

I live for the moments that takes my breath away.

2009-11-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

Credits to Robin's camera.

TODAY WAZ PLAIN AWESOME!!

Went out with my 7PM girls + steph, amelia, jionghuai's sister, and yu he.

We wanted to sneak into Ninja Assassin becuz there's hot Joon in the movie + Rain's hot body. There waz like 5 underaged girls ( Which of course, included me )

Managed to sneak in after like a tedious process and my final conclusion is ....

They do not rate it M18 for nothing.

It was bloody gory! Like blood everywhere, splattering everywhere.

But everything's worth it .... Hot hot hot main characters * swoons *

Korean BBQ chicken after the movie, the teevee waz like playing Dream Concert so all of us sung along to it.

TODAY'S AWESOME. Can't wait for tmrw :D Chomp Chomp!

I'll let go of the world with you.

2009-11-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hmmm I can't recall what I've did for the past few weeks but the only thing I know is that I've been outta the house most of the time.

And its awesome.

Sentosa with Jared & his cell group mates today. Didn't wanted to go at first becuz I waz soooo tired ( I slept at 5am last night ).

Played with what, watermelons & papayas covered with whipcream. Raw eggs for Captain's Ball.

Well most of the time ...... I waz the one dodging. Can you imagine how messy everyone was after everything?!

I spent a long time with not one but TWO DSLRs!!! ( I know there's nothing to show off but its awesome! )

Its really awesome, I was snapping shots of people non-stop with two different Dslrs with different lens.

And the DSLRs are like a shield.

" DON'T COME NEAR ME, I HAVE TWO 1.6K CAMERAS IN FRONT OF ME. DO YOU WANNA DIE?! "

HAHAHAHA.

Well I've made like tons of friends today, both boys & girls. Awesome to the max.

( Inez, Benjamin with your DSLR, chloe, Jes-sire ( How to spell his name?! ), Eugene ( Not KCPSS one ), Feng Rhui and etc etc etc. ) ( Okay I admit, I can't remember your names :/ )

Lets see whats on tmrw...

M18 movie with my 7PM girls!!

:D And maybe church service.

Okay my face is itching, think I've got sun burn.

( Eugene C. I've managed to stalk you on facebook, approve that friend request ASAP plz kthxbye. )

How high are you dreamin?

2009-11-22T22:24:00.006+08:00

Peektures from Sherilyn's cammmmmmmy.

Which reminds me :

Get a cammy from dad ASAP soon.

Mmmmmm haven't been updating for soooo long. Alright maybe some of you guys spotted an angry post which I've posted few days ago but that's not the point.

I'm so low on cash recently, need a job. Any reccomends? :/

Oh I wanted to post something but I forgot.............

OH YA.

I think I really have the potential to read people's mind, are there any occupations for that?

Oh and I'm really xcited now, becuz my dad juz promised me that as long as I get good grades next year....

The trip to Korea with Tiff is totally possible! Well as long as its <2k!!!!

Let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see.

2009-11-11T01:13:00.003+08:00

Have you guys ever browsed through a photo album filled with fun and silly shots, n smiled throughout?

Well I did. Hahaha many more unglamtothemax photos that are really omg, ahahaha.

Fun and retarded ( Jiayi's the retarded one, not us :D ) afternoon with Jiayi's camera. Thx Hazel for spamming the shutter button! <3

A-E-I-O-U

An Elephant Is Obviously Underweight ( Hazel's the pro, she came up w this in a few mins )

Luv yall :D

Life restarts.

2009-11-08T15:19:00.002+08:00

" The things about life that I’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like youre alive again. Life just kind of restarts. "
( via eletheowl )

I am feeling like that now, and its plain awesome.

x

2009-11-08T01:58:00.004+08:00

Why isit always like this?

1. We argue.

2. I feel hurt.

3. Find someone and mourn and cry for a few days.

4. Tries to forget everything.

5. You waltz back into my life.

6. Everything is back to normal.

7. Happy Happy Happy.

8. Repeat from step 1 onwards.

Its the third time.

Now other than choking on tears, I have no idea what to do/will happen next.

Why doesn't it ever stops at 7?

2009-11-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

Fall, pick myself up, and go.

2009-11-07T17:33:00.002+08:00

I've decided.

I'm not gonna allow you to waltz in my heart and life as and when you feel like it.

Breathing death into our lungs like fine dust.

2009-11-07T02:37:00.002+08:00

I'll close my eyes, treat all these months like a bad dream, wake up and get over it.

People use me all the time ....

2009-11-01T15:41:00.004+08:00

... and I let them walk all over me. I’m so nice to all these people that call me a friend and vise versa, but yet they never invite me anywhere, never say the things I say to them. I get pushed down and then suckered back in.

Why do I do it? I know there are better people out there for me.

( By sometimesyouleave )

I can totally relate to the above text.

I'm sooooo used to people ~~only comin to me when they need something out of me, or they want me to help them to help w something,~~ using me. Which after that, they push me away.

Yeah is that what everybody can't survive without?

Friendship?

Bullshit.

x

I live like a hermit in my own head.

2009-10-30T23:24:00.005+08:00

Sooooo ...

Sorethroat + Fever + Body aches. Guess these are what I deserve for not being able to resist stingray w chilli, satay, chicken chop ystd evening.

With Fiona, elaine, hazel and Jiayi. I laughed so much that my ribcage and tummy muscles r achin' like nobody's business.

Oh, and 3 Peace managed to win first in yesterday's rugby interclass. My first gold medal in 5 years! All the bodyaches today are totally worth it<3

Currently sweating tons of cold sweat and my brother waz like my nanny for the night.

" Eh whats your temperature? Has it gone down? "

" Have you taken panadol? "

" How warm do you want your water to be? I go boil water. "

" Eh faster take your temperature! "

" Cover your mouth when you're coughing. Later don't take cold shower incase you catch a cold again. "

So my point is that ... I'm sick.

Your dreams are mine.

2009-10-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

Omg I hope my life is long enough to live in a world like this.

A world where everything is Chanel. <3

Did I ever cross your mind?

2009-10-27T20:11:00.003+08:00

Maybe. Juz maybe...

Has it ever cross your mind that maybe we're tryin to be the support that you can rely on?

Or that we really have no idea on how to communicate w you becuz opening ur heart is just so tough.

I breeded batecria and inserted some DNA in it today during biology workshop.

Seems like I hav loads of potential for it.

We accidentally set free millions of bacteria, and I found it plain awesome.

We met by a trick of fate.

2009-10-26T20:08:00.003+08:00

Sun Xin, thank you for

Offering me green tea when I waz cryin like some overflowing tap today.

Stayin' w me and calming me down, with the use of many tissues.

Talkin' to me becuz I've actually texted one person abt how bad my day waz, in tears and I thought he'd care but I waz wrong. Hah.

Helpin' me in explaning to Mdm Chng.

Givin' me hugs when I really need 'em.

Thx. I really luv you, noel ( who tried helpin me soooo much ) and all of the juniors in drama.

Luv you guys.

There's a little bit of loser in each one of us.

2009-10-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

Today waz awesome. Plain awesome.

Spent the afternoon w Tiff & her couz, which unfortunately I've forgotten her name ..... but anyway, her couz waz nice, very nice.

Spent hours at homeclub, which waz packed, but not as packed as last time. Felt like a sardine.

The 3 of us are reallllyyyyy into rings and we each got at least 1. For me, I've 2 more rings to add to my collection!!!! :>

Tried shopping alone at FEP, horrible for a fickle person like moi. I waz totally into 3 vests and I couldn't make up my mind :z

Night @ grandmama's hse. Finally ate some awesome homecooked food which I haven't in ages.

The best thing abt going to my grandmama's hse, other than getting to hang out with everyone I lurve, is that I'll always end up with something b4 going home.

And today, I ended up w 3 whitening facial masks from Hongkong, a possible date w my couz in Nov, and the best thing :

A huge dash of confidence after confiding w my aunt about my troubles with my figure. Okay this is so embarassing.

Vodka orange is currently my fav drink. Luv the hot feelin' in my insides when I down it. Kyaaaa.

We are all made of stars.

2009-10-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

I hate it when I'm satisfied/happy about something.

Becuz I always end up screwing it.

Take my results which I've got back today for an example.

Screwed? Definitely.

Stardusts and sequins.

2009-10-21T17:35:00.004+08:00

Today wazn't as bad as what I thought it would be ....

Anyway, I'm kinda happy now becuz I've got back my papers and I manage to not screw up like before!!!!!

~~Although I still failed 3 subjects~~, that's not the point :z

So happy now that I feel like spamming exclamation marks...

Dissappointed in my Biology paper, I crammed for it and I only passed, urgh lifeisunfairhuh??

Ohohoh, my laptop is in heaven now, she officially crashed & 3 trips to 3 repairmen declared her untreatable.

Sad eh? Now I hafta get a new webcam for my desktop.

Anyway, I'm kinda looking forward to Halloween and Christmas.

Anyone wanna go trick-or-treating w me? hahahaha >:D

x

2 PM Flashmob

2009-10-19T01:15:00.001+08:00

One video is out, thanks to xxRin!

I know I've already announced it on Twitter, but I can't resist to post this here!

Dancing in orchard road, wearing a white tank, jeans and some black cloth draped over me. Dancing last row, lagging all the way.

Spot me?

2 PM, Hottest time of the day.

2009-10-17T02:11:00.003+08:00

In a few hours time ...

I'm gonna be dancing on Orchard Road. Video will be up on Youtube I think.

Yeah its my very first flashmob.

Keep an eye on this space. Hee.

No, I'm not joking.

x

How long before I'm just a memory?

2009-10-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

At some point of life, I always get to realise that the girl whom I looked up to and envy doesn't seem that ...
perfect anymore.

Yeah and I only realised this for the frst time in the 15 years of my life.

Juz a random note, pardon me.

x

Romance is dead, love is overrated.

2009-10-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

So, two weeks of hell has juz passed and I've finally completed my papers.

Yesterday waz horrible, I mean like I have never studied for anything 'till like what, 4 am?

My entire body is messed up now. Hafta get it back on track.

Anw, I wanna rant. Skip if you hate rants. I'll notify you when it stops. ( Yes I'm nice )

- Start -

Y'know, some people go around saying " Omg she's so __________. She is always ____-ing & _____-ing!! Can't stand her! "

And guess what, those people end up portraying the kind of behavior they said they hate.

I know you guys might not get me but I srsly don't get what on earth is their problems?...

If you hate a certain kind of behaviour in someone, YOU BETTER NOT PORTRAY IT YOURSELF.

Sry I'm really worked up now cuz juz now I waz so mad that I actually grinded my teeth.

- End of rant -

-

Hmmm dinner waz okay I guess, w felix, yq and popping by justin's house.

-

Can't make up my mind if I should move to a new blogger address. Fickle.

x

Obsession with undertones of nausea.

2009-10-10T22:40:00.006+08:00

" It’s not fair because I’m not allowed to miss you. You don’t miss me so I can’t miss you. Yet I do – I miss you so much, that I know with all my heart. I wish I could just press rewind and replay the time we spent together. I miss your smile, your laugh, I miss the sound of your voice calling my name. I understand why it had to end this way, but I am still far from accepting it. "

-Eletheowl

x

I'm a drizzle, he's a hurricane.

2009-10-10T00:26:00.001+08:00

I've managed to survive this week that seemed to take forever to pass.

I've screwed up my papers, as usual, but it wasn't as bad as last term's papers.

<4 hours of sleep everyday. Kills.

Hope I'll be able to pull through my last 3 papers in a few more days.

Fingers crossed. Wish me luck plz, I really need it.

x

-

2009-10-03T02:01:00.001+08:00

This space will be on hiatus 'till the end of my examinations.

Or when I'm drowning in emotions again.

Watch this space, I'm gonna move soon.

And yes, when I move, I'm gonna continue to post one-liners for most of my blogposts.

Look at the stars, look at how they shine for you.

2009-10-03T01:56:00.001+08:00

And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are, and what you mean to me.

-runawaytrain

x

Don't slam the doors, you might want to go back in.

2009-09-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm the girl who thinks a little too much about what others think about me.

I'm afraid that if I want anything too much, it'll mean I'll never have it.

Live in the moment, and try to figure out who we are.

2009-09-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today waz probably the worst day of the month, and least for now.

Let's see.

I got picked on by my social studies teacher juz becuz I lowered my head and she thought that I waz yakking away. Now, even if I see her outside classes, I'm not even gonna fake smile and pretend to be polite.

I walked out of class, about to get myself some lunch, and yeah some teacher caught me with my uniform tucked out and forced me to go to the bathroom to tidy myself. Screw him.

And even when I waz eating dinner, I waz told that I'm fucking irritating and guess what, I totally lost the mood to do anything.

& Juz as I have no mood to do anything, I freaking bit on my lips and woah, bleeding like crazy.

I juz wanna sleep the remaining of this day away.

x

Abolish sadness.

2009-09-20T02:17:00.001+08:00

It definitely applies to me.

Tell me I'm worth it.

2009-09-17T19:49:00.002+08:00

Woaahhhhhhh these few days I've been feeling like a total zombie.

Maybe its becuz of me sleeping at 2 a.m. everyday & waking up at 5 a.m.

& That 3 hours of sleep hafta last me throughout the entire day. Sux.

Haven't been taking a nap for a looooooong time.

Oh, I had my prelims for chinese today. I joined the seniors cuz next yr I'll be taking my Higher Chi.

Guess what, I totally fell asleep while I waz doing the second paper. I'm juz not affected by the tension dangling in the air somehow...

Can't wait for the weekends, so gonna catch up on my sleep.

Oh and a piece of advice from me :

Never ever sleep at 1 a.m. when you have a major exam the next day.

Trust me.

Burning touches, soft-spoken words of passion.

2009-09-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

So so so not looking forward to school tomorrow. The thought of cramming many many algebraic expressions into my head juz doesn't appeal.

Oh and my hamster tried escaping today, and after like 6 hours of searching for her, she waz found in a corner of the sofa sleeping soundly.

Cute or what!!!

Oh, & I'm like superrrrrr broke now. Yuquan should know why huh.

Got a ring with my name on it & a bag that looks like one of my bags but still thx thx thx!!

I'm staring at my untouched pile of homework on my desk, I'd rather look at the hamster instead. So much cuter than Math.

Ice cream buffet and singing at Kbox rox big time.

School sux.

x

When you breathe in air, my air.

2009-09-13T02:08:00.001+08:00

Today waz pretty awesome I guess.

No wait, yesterday night waz plain horrible. Tried so hard to plan for today and my everything-has-to-be-perfect habit acted up. Waz so stressed that I even broke down.

Sigh.

4 hours of singing today, and I ended up with a hamster from Thessa & Tiffany, which name waz T-Junior at first becuz both of their names started with T.

& being a lazy person, I decided to name it T-J. Its white and fat. Cute.

Thx for the gift. Love it. Lets juz hope it'll survive as long as possible.

Thx for the surprise cake delivery, waz shocked and its yummy. Thx thx thx.

Anyway, my bday is over, so its time to pass the blessings on to 2 people.

BRYAN K. KENNETH L. :

Happy B'day! Hope your day will be awesome alright!

x

Guess who's 15?

2009-09-12T03:21:00.000+08:00

Big big thank you to those who gave me their blessings. 

You faded away, along with our friendship.

2009-09-10T19:09:00.003+08:00

At least your heart felt good.

2009-09-10T02:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm I haven't been updating often but there are like one thousand and one drafts in my blogger. I juz feel like closing Blogger everytime I blog a sentence.

I'm weird, since when am I not?

I have no idea if I should blog daily, with all the details or juz briefly mention them in one post every few days?

Hey, it would be mean to bore people if they read your blog.

Okay as I'm posting until here, I have the temptation to close Blogger again but I shall continue blogging :>

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What waz I gonna post about ...

Can't remember ...

Oh it feels like I've changed. Currently experiencing more smiles than frowns.

I still can't remember what waz I gonna blog about.

Will update when I remember. Oh, I feel like moving to Livejournal.

New everything to match the new me :)

There are so many things to do, so many things to buy, so many things to experience.

Well something happened juz now, and I'm 100%, no scratch that, 120% sure that if it waz the old me, I would have broke down and attempt to kill myself or smth.

Hmmm for now, it juz feels like my floaty-ness has been cut off by half.

Okay I think I'm confusing you guys.

Will consider about moving soon. It'll be so troublesome to ask everybody to relink. But I shall think about it.

x

Don't blame me for this sudden change in attitude.

Ordinary beauty

2009-09-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

Hmmm I've been neglecting this space for like more than a week.

Have you guys been checking daily for updates?

Okay Imma doing a real quick update now if I manage to not drift off to another topic or blog nonsense.

Last week I ...

Went into a club for the 1st time ever & it waz plain awesome.

Spent like $4x in a few hours with Thessa & Tiff on impulse buys.

This week I ...

Went for the second and most probably the last camp in Kota Tinggi.

Spent $1xx on camping stuff that I don't think I'm gonna ever use anymore in the future.

Had a lot of issues with my family. Rant about it later I guess.

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Camp waz kinda awesome in a way or another I guess minus the..

Small tents

Crazy insects which seemed to be very attracted by us

Dirty toilets which you can most probably smell it from like kilometers away.

Injuries everybody got.

Hmmm I managed to overcome my fear of water since I pratically drowned when I waz young. Many thx to my trainers!

<3 Most of the activities, esp. sneaking out at night and what happened on Thursday afternoon at the MPH.

I shan't explain more details cuz I'm really worn out.

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Many overdue pictures gonna be posted soon.

x

The sand is in love with ... the sea.

2009-08-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

Eyelids feel so damn heavy now.

Hmm. Singing on the phone 'till like 1 a.m yesterday was fun. Real fun.

Its amazing how I can know someone for juz 4 months and it feels like I've known him for years.

& I probably haven't mention that I really love late night talks. That's when people ( Okay maybe only me ) feels quiet and calm.

Anyway today I measured my height & weight during P.E.

Guess what's my weight?

I'm not gonna tell you my height becuz you mean people will juz laugh -.-

I am 2 cm taller now, with extra 1 kg. So that makes me 41kg.

Fat ass fat ass. I'm gonna exercise like mad on Saturday so that I can cancel my liposuction surgery on Monday. Not.

You guys will still read my blog when I'm fat right. Right? RIGHT?!!

Okay anyway I attended drama training today, didn't really regret becuz I found out that one of my junior has the same idols and me &Did hell loads of stupid dance.

The bets thing was that there was a story telling session whereby you tell your story and you pick some actors to act it out.

I was so tempted to go up and tell my story of ___________. Chickened out in the end.

My drama trainer shared a story of her 20 year old friend who got Leukemia & passed away like 1.5 year ago. Really sad & devastating.

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Oh & I can't wait for 12th Sept. Better confirm the people-who-are-going list soon. ( Don't wanna use guest list cuz it sounds so formal )

And ohmygosh, camp is next week. Need to start packing waterproof and insect-proof stuff.

x

Tell me your wish.

2009-08-24T21:16:00.001+08:00

I'm here worrying, trying all ways to find out what's wrong. Trying my best to get your life back on track.

Stared at my phone for a full thirty seconds when you hung up on me. Yeah it hurts but I'm used to it.

Maybe ... I overestimated myself.

I went to school with a floaty mood today, almost like as if I got 10 hours of sleep instead of 4.

Eng. teacher got us to draw characters of different occupations and most people tend to draw doctors, lawyers, construction workers & engineers as guys while teachers, nurses, secretaries, receptionists as women.

I'm a stereotype :

( Sorry I suck at drawing. Stickmen are the best I can do )

Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Can't stop thinking about what's gonna happen 18 ( I think ) days later.

My heart, your skin. This love I'm in.

2009-08-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm.

This post shall be a random post cuz I think my recent posts are kinda fierce? Words convey emotions too I guess.

Oh I wanted to post a short post yesterday about how I got into a train with a cute guy & I freezed during the whole train ride.

Like seriously freeze. I hope my face didn't flush like what it did when I got sunburn.

& On that train ride I realised that guys who wear long sleeves are somehow attractive. Including polo tees.

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I'm so thankful for the weekends. Really need to spend some time with myself, indulging in guilty pleasures.

K, cheer up, I've got your back. I guess my heart's turning numb like yours too.

And I wanna make a point..

I think everybody is two-faced, its just to different extends.

x

-

2009-08-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

Don't ever, ever assume that you know my character well, and how I'm feeling and thinking.

x

All of this I feel

2009-08-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

Credits : Mynameisedrea

I fail in life.

Time to buck up because my dreams are not gonna be thrashed, juz becuz I didn't work hard now.

Yeah beetch, gloat all you want. ( Sry, am friggin' pissed off now )

Juz wanna tell you, I'm not giving up so soon. Two can play this game.

Read it, understand it, EAT IT.

Btw, you're faker than a bad nose job.

xoxo,

ME.

10 km under the sun

2009-08-18T23:01:00.001+08:00

Overdue photos :

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Might re-edit some of the photos.

Comments?

More will be up on Facebook soon if I'm not lazy.

x

All of this I love

2009-08-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm its like 2 a.m. now.

Okay not exactly on the dot but my point is that I should be sleeping instead of blogging a pointless post.

I hafta wake up like 3 hours later & I'm still not asleep. I wonder how am I gonna stay awake.

Smudged makeup, numb heart. That's how I usually am at this time.

Now with an addition of a sunburnt body. ( I know I'm ranting non-stop about sunburn but pardon me, cuz I haven't got a sunburn in ages so this is kinda new to me )

We're drifting apart.

Sunburn!

2009-08-16T00:42:00.004+08:00

I'm as red as a tomato now, with burning and itchy skin. Result of spending 10 hours under the sun.

Let's see, I went fishing with yuquan, his bro Jason, Jenn Huei, felix & raxton.

Its my first time fishing so for the 10 hours ++ I was kind of lazing around & disturbing them while they're fishing.

Sry for acting like a bitch about the smell of the fishes but I really think its gross.

Oh! & I kinda caught like 2 fishes. ~~But its with the help of yq & felix.~~

& Thanks Yq's parents for the ride to Junction 8. I swear the car was freakin' comfortable.

Pictures time!

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Although I've got a horrible tan & sunburn, today was still awesome.

By the way, the spastic picture of me covering my face was taken by yq cuz I was freaking out when I saw thunder -.-

& My skin is on its way to sun burnt at that moment.

x

Lets make a run tonight.

2009-08-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

Today ...

I screwed my Biology & A. Math exam.

Lost a best friend to my good friend.

Realised...

How beautiful heaven is.

That you shouldn't say things you don't mean.

I need a new ambition becuz life is short.

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Death is not the end

2009-08-13T19:45:00.004+08:00

Credits to ache

Screwed up most of my exams.

I totally regretted stepping into that place this afternoon. Becuz jealousy is a huge & scary thing.

Hate being so curious about everything. & When I find out stuffs, I'll sink.

I feel like an LBR. Loser beyond repair.

Maybe I am one.

My mood is officially at its lowest point right now.

Oh, a strand of white hair waz found among my thick bunch of black/brown hair.

Depressing. Where did my youth go to?!

Time to think about the positive things in life.

x

I live for my dream and a pocketful of gold

2009-08-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

So, these few days, I've been studying.

Well not really.

Camwhores :

Save me, I'm lost.

2009-08-08T02:57:00.043+08:00

I have to blog. HAVE TO.

Okay today was such a long day, at least to me. But well, it was fun at least.

School had this National Day Celebration which I don't really see the point of having it, no offence.

Train to Orchard with the ' Gossip Guys ' was fun. JP, Eugene.K, Emmanuel & Caifang.

Shopping for earphones with Caifang in Heeren was kinda fun too, cuz the security there complimented my phone. Ahaha & he proceeded to give us a 10 minutes talk on how LG is much better than Samsung. (?!)

Went home & I was really feeling so drained. Took a nap & it wasn't enough.

Tuition was ... I screwed my A Math test paper. Nothing surprising.

After tuition was fun. Me, Tiffany & Kimberly went to like ... many places & we were like tourists for the night.

It waz awesome. & Kimberly was so freaked out becuz she thought that we had missed the last bus, which was @ 11.40 p.m.

I'm sorry that I'm blogging such a short post but I'm like a zombie now. Zzz.

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I didn't know that it still stings. But I'll be alright soon. I juz don't know when I'll finally manage to move on.

x;

I'm still here

2009-08-05T19:11:00.002+08:00

hah I'm here to post up birthday wishes since there are so many birthdays today!

3 awesome people's birthdays today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN.L!

I've only known you for barely a week and I'm already bullying you. Its fun, ahaha.

Humblebee, bzzzzz :D

& Thanks for letting me scribble all over your papers, hands and fingers today :D

( Normally don't want to take pictures, now I have no picture of you and me -.- ) Sad uh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD.G!

Hee we haven't talked in like 298378217389721983 cuz I'm like always busy. I hope we can catch up after my exams!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUN XIN!

Hope you <3 my kiss today. Ahaha!!!

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Now I'm really off.

x;

I'm in the quicksand.

2009-08-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

Credits to little_days

My dreams keep me alive.

Might leave this space to rot for awhile until my exams are over.

Till then.

xoxo;

Last day of magic

2009-08-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

( One nice shot after like 20 mins of persuading him to take pictures! )

Today was pretty awesome.

Went to bed at 3.30 a.m. last night so waking up early morning for tuition was mission impossible.

So... I went to tuition 30 minutes late. So typical of me.

Went to Kbox after tuition with Amelia, Daryl, Sherilyn, Yunzhen, Royce & Justin.

Made new friends, ahah.

I held on to the mic and didn't really let it go :/ It was fun. I was like the hyper and crazy one. I think I freaked Justin out.

Went to Orchard Ion after that. Wow its like huge manz. Left the bunch of crazy people & met up with Yuquan. His brother was like snapping a shot of us so I was like " If you want take then take a nicer one! " & I got ready for the camera after that -.-

If that photo is nice, I'm so gonna find a way to get my hands on it.

Left them after 20 minutes -.- & went back to find the bunch of crazy people. Many went home so me, Justin & Daryl took the train back. Reached home at like ... 11?

I'm freakin tired nowwww. Need to zzzz.

x;

There's something about you ... that got me addicted ...

2009-07-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hey yo people.

Well I am fine now, I am calm, no hating myself and stuff. Juz peace :D

Had an awesome lunch with my chics, instead of cooping inside my house and you know, dwell on stuffs.

Kim got me to listen to some songs, & yeah I kind of went silent and started ...

Anyway tuition was awesome too. We made hell load of noise, but who cares.

& I'm really sorry to made some of you worry, the skipping of school and everything.

<3 y'all :)

( If I camwhore, I am definitely in a good mood. Hee )

Song for you

2009-07-30T14:35:00.001+08:00

( Please turn the volume up )

I saw an old friend of our's today
She asked about you,I didn't quite know what to say
heard You've been making the rounds 'round here
while I've been trying to make tears disappear.

Chorus:
Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
so when you come back around
after painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you...

You're such a sly one with a cold cold heart
maybe leavin came easy, but it tore me apart
time heals all wounds they say and I should know
coz it seems like forever,
but im letting you go

(chorus)

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
although you left me with nothing to show
but all misery

( chorus )

when you come back around, after painting the town,
You'll see I'm almost over you

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A song that never fails to make me tear.

That's all I have to say.

x;

x

2009-07-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

How am I supposed to get started on my work, when I'm feeling like crap now?

I'm feeling exactly the same way I felt last night.

I have about 10 homework, no, more than that, that I'm supposed to finish.

It hurts.

IT FUCKING HURTS, I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW PAINFUL IT FEELS LIKE. CRYING DOESN'T HELP. DOESN'T.

It stings ... I didn't know that a person could have such a great impact on me.

I HATE MYSELF AND MY SCREWED LIFE, IMPERFECTIONS.

I FEEL UGLY. FUCKING UGLY.

WHY CAN'T I BE PRETTY? WHY CAN'T I BE BORN WITH A PRETTY FACE? INSTEAD OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP THAT IS STUCK ONTO MY HEAD.

SMALL EYES, BIG NOSE BIG FACE BIG LIPS SMALL EARS AND A FUCKING BODY WITH NO PROPORTION.

I HATE IT, HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x;

My joys died, and perished in their infancy.

2009-07-29T13:53:00.004+08:00

Credits to memetic.

I didn't go to school today.

Went to bed at 1.30 a.m last night after having a long long talk with two nice person ( Not gonna tell you who in case you start asking them what happened ). They were nice, very nice.

One of them even allowed me to call her, when her mum was angry with her using the phone. Damn nice right.

Hmmm well ... I tried watching many many many videos of my fav. band now & yeah it did kind of cheered me up a lil.

The night was long. I spent the whole night thinking about where I went wrong and yeah ..... she ....

Well, she had won, once again. I thought this time I would be the one that win, but I'm wrong, dead wrong.

I didn't knew which part of the night did I fell asleep. I woke up, with a heavy head, small & puffy eyes and the world was spinning at an extremely fast rate somehow.

I looked at my mum, I think she knew what happened to me but I just asked her if I could give school a miss today and she agreed.

I can't go to school like this ... I can't pay attention in class & speaking of that, I should be taking my chinese test today but since I missed school, I am not sure if the teacher is gonna let me take it.

( Trust me, when I said that my eyes are small, they are as small like ' -.- ' Not kidding. )

Cuddling in my blanket while watching the skies turn bright was kind of good. I love silence, it calms me down.

Can't count the number of times my vision blurred due to the wetness of my eyes the entire night & morning.

Texted some people, whom some of them forced me to go to school. Sweet of them <3

Juz let me blog this one last post ... and I promise happy posts.

But actually I didn't feel as crushed compared to April when something else happened.

-

Guess this is the end.

I need time.

Might not be blogging for the time being.

x;

Quote

2009-07-28T23:50:00.001+08:00

Credits to enlaced

From my drama trainer :

" Everything has to come to an end someday. Yes, I felt an extreme sense of loss but we have our own lives to live. "

Didn't knew it would apply to me.

x;

Random # 5

2009-07-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

I need to stop being sucha drama queen.

Relax & Chill.

PS : I realised my posts are getting very boring and meaningless.

But its kinda fun. Hee.

I promise you guys that I will try my very best to stop being a drama queen.

x;

You.Could.Break.My.Heart

2009-07-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Credits to enlaced, livejournal community.

Firstly, I hope you guys like my new blogskin. Was up doing it 'till 2 last night.

& Please do leave me comments under ' kisses/comments ' button below every post. No its not gonna open into a new page. Its a pop out.

Plz do so cause I can't insert a tagboard.

Much thanks. xx.

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Horrible.

Guess what? Not only did I screw up my Chemistry, A Math, I even screwed up Biology.

My favourite subject. & I scored 5/10 for the test. Mrs C. asked me what happened, reason for my marks dropping so low. Didn't know what to answer. But I promised her I'll buck up.

& I realised that I've actually misunderstood someone today. For the entire day. I got so paranoid and started emo-twitting. -.- I thought he was like texting her & stuff & yadayada.

I'm gonna stop being sucha drama queen. Its annoying to the maxxx.

Oh & me and Tiff both thinks that _______ smells friggin' nice! Like oh wow! Hee. Its a person by the way. Didn't know he smells so nice :p

After school was like, wow, dramatic but funny at the same time.

Tiffany, I wanna tell you that I love you even though we argue like, every 20 minutes. Its kind of fun though. Ahaha.

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I suddenly remembered that I have drama tomorrow & on Wednesday. 3 hours of games until 6.30 p.m. Oh great.

-

I am determined to make my screwed life on track again. Time to buck up Juliana.

Focus!

x;

Can't help it.

I don't even know why I'm reacting like this. Isn't everything over?

x

2009-07-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

I don't know how I should feel anymore.

& I should probably stop posting short posts.

Please stop playing this game of love.

2009-07-26T17:33:00.004+08:00

Credits to enlaced.

Entangled.

This is it; This is all there is

2009-07-25T20:48:00.004+08:00

First of all,

GRATZ 3 PEACE FOR GETTING THRID IN INTERCLASS FRISBEE!

If we don't rock, who does?

Today was such a tiring day.

Slept at 3 yesterday night, which caused me to oversleep for tuition and I had no choice but to take a cab down.

Hence I conclude that laziness = loss of cash.

Tuition was alright. We spent two hours doing four questions. Are we amazing or what.

Can't wait for the picnic next week. People who don't bring food would be introduced to my scary ' friend '. ( Inside thing, ahah )

I couldn't concentrate in tuition at all. I was racking my brains out for even the most simple calculations.

When I got home I was so tired & bothered that I just plopped on the bed after feasting on KFC. I know I know, sleeping after eating will cause you to grow fat.

Laziness = Growing fat.

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I was thinkin' bout how short life is these few days. Yeah I'm only 15, I still have like 50 ++ years to go, estimating that I am gonna live 'till that old.

Let's see some of the things I wanna achieve in life :

Have a son and a daughter, followed by many many grandchildren!

Be a pediatrician.

Open a cafe when I retire.

Travel around the world ( I guess almost everybody has this dream )

& Then I found out from my tutor that being a doctor requires many years of studying, & overseas studying.

So by the time I finish university, I would be like ...22++?

Imagine if I still have to study for 6 years, I can only be a basic doctor at 28.

Sigh.

x;

I'm alive, but I'm barely breathing.

2009-07-23T22:19:00.004+08:00

How's this week for you?

This week has been mad hectic for me, never-ending tests which I always end up screwing even though I've studied 'till 2 a.m the night before.

Stupid flow of non-stop emotions which I'm not able to control. Everything about .. seems to be so ...

I'll side track a lil : Joshua Koh, if you read this on your iphone in canada, I wanna say that I miss you loads. You seem to be one of the few people who can take my drama & tell me off when I'm wrong/ acting like some spoiltbrat/ drama mama. Its funny how people always think that we're together, but only the both of us knows how special this friendship is to one another.

Okay back to what I was blogging about.

My body seems to be conveying a message like " STOP! I'm too tired! Sleep earlier will you? Hello, we need time to heal, its not like you don't know all these, you take Biology for goodness sake! "

Sigh, I'm still comparing S & myself. Can't help feeling inferior. Insanely inferior.

Maybe someday, someone will love me just because I'm me, Juliana Tan.

x;

Do you want to venture into my world of Madness?

2009-07-22T17:27:00.001+08:00

Lemme blog about how my day was, yesterday.

( Trying very hard to recall )

I can't really remember anything except ... drama.

We had a new trainer for drama, well that's kind of good I guess, the bad thing is that ...

Drama training now ends at 6.30 p.m every Tuesday & Wednesday.

* Gasps *

I got home yesterday & had cold fries, cold burger and warm coke for dinner, because our trainer released us late, so I missed the bus. Arghhhhhhhhh.

When I got home I was so tired that I could just doze off immediately. But did my life allow me to do so?

NO.

I had to have a friggin' E Math test the next day & I had to let my tutor know my score.

I slept at like, lemme see, 1 a.m?

& all we did in that 3 hours of drama was to play games. Get my point?

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Then there's today, well the day hasn't ended, so I guess I'll blog about how my day was until now.

Chemistry was insanely tough somehow for today. I wasn't listening because my mind was thinking about ...

Guess what.

No, its not a who.

The Solar Eclipse.

Although Singapore can't experience like a full effect, it was still awesomezxz much to see the sky turning ultra dark.

PE was fun somehow, played Rounders, which is a game similar to Baseball. Thanks Mr O. who helped the girls to hit the ball cuz we were lazy.

Dissected a goat/lamb/sheep's heart during Biology.

MrsChow/JunPeng/Eugene.K/Tiffany/Thessa/Many other people did the work.

Surprisingly, I wasn't disgusted by the heart! I was actually amazed at the arteries and the veins & stuff.

Passion for Biology.

Had Listening Comprehension O levels. It was kinda easy. Dozed off at first because my eyes were mad tired. Miss F. had to wake me up.

-

So here I am, blogging little details of my life. I'm thinkin' of not blogging so much details next time, maybe just a short post to sum up everything.

What do you guys think?

Love y'all.

x;

Random # 4

2009-07-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be a little bitchy because I can't sleep. I know I'm weird.

Okay here it goes.

Hey copycat, copy all you want! The way I do things ( I shall not list out what, you yourself know what )! You can copy all you want :)

Because ...

You'll still be a wannabe of me :)

Okay I feel disgusted saying that because I don't think anyone wanna be a wannabe of me, except her I guess.

No matter how much you try to copy something from someone, you won't be as good as that someone you're trying to copy from. Get it? Sounds kinda complicated :/

Hee I know I'm thick skinned but I like it!

Okay I muz get some sleep now!

Will post a nice, non-bitchy post tomorrow! ( Or some other time )

Adios.

x;

Three souls, one voice

2009-07-19T01:52:00.012+08:00

Today was mad awesome.

I slept at like 2 a.m yesterday. Almost couldn't wake up on time for E Math tuition.

E Math tuition was good. There's this Catholic high guy in our class & his name is J something. Can't remember. & The E Math teacher Michelle was damn nice to bully.

So I spent most of the class time irritating the teacher. Ahaha, that's soooo me man.

Anyway, me, Thessa & Tiffany went to AMK Hub & had pratas for lunch. Look at how Thessa eats her prata :

I wanted to take pictures, so Tiff suggested that we go her house. Of course we didn't mind!

Her house is friggin' nice!!

We spent hours at her house, blasting music, playing ' 7-up ', some cake game, & loads of confession time! Promised to never reveal anything :)

Okay I shall keep this post short, 'cause there are many pictures coming.

Thessa, Tiffany, thank you for an awesome day :D Love you guys!

Thessa's trying to say that Barbie Dolls rock!

x;

A special bond one cannot see

2009-07-17T22:32:00.005+08:00

( You have to admit that I look smart!!! )

Today was kind of awesome. Shall I bore you with details?

Not that you have any choice, unless you close the webpage -.- & you better not!

Had Geography test today. Mr W. Ho was nice enough to give us helping words. I studied until 1.30 a.m yesterday & I can't believe that it didn't even help me in the quiz.

Oh, & Mr W.Ho was freakin' lame & well ... R21 today. He was talking about groins, fuclation ( or something like that ) & trying to test us if we're thinking sick, but in the end there was no such word.

&& He freakin' did magic with rubberbands right in front of my face. He said that I made him nervous but HE made me nervous! How can you not feel nervous with a DM staring at you?

Chemistry test... I'd rather not mention about it. I didn't even manage to finish a question. All I did was to find the Molar Mass for every single thing. I would kill to not get a zero.

Walked to J8 with Doreen, Tiffany & Thessa. The walk there was major craziness. Thessa & Tiffany were like attacking each other on the pavement & tugging at each other's hair. Mad funny.

Dashed home immediately to prepare for tuition. Today everybody, except Thessa, was like super overdressed for tuition 'cause we're going out after that! :D

Went to Orchard central at first, but left in less than 5 minutes, & we wanted to head to Orchard Ion but it wasn't opened or something so we went to Far East.

Oh, the freakiest thing that happened today.

Me, Doreen & Tiff donated money to some old people playing music, & after that, many bad things happened to me & Tiff. Shan't elaborate!

Everytime I donate money, something bad happens to me :(

I'm back home, & I'm mad tired. Tuition tomorrow again.

The tuition novelty has worn off me, so I don't feel so hyped up for tuition anymore.

Sweet dreams everyone.

x;

Lost in your magic

2009-07-16T20:48:00.005+08:00

Credits to crushedrainbows.

Guess what?

I've screwed up my major exam! Okay before I go into details, I wanna bore you with details from my school day.

Well, actually nothing much happened today. Oh right, we had Social Studies test today & Mdm C. was nice to let us open our books for the last 10 minutes. Sad thing is that I didn't have the time to write my conclusion. Damn it.

I don't think you're interested in all these, so let's jump to my Chinese O level oral exam.

There were only like only us, the 20 higher chi. students in the hall. I was the 9th, waited for around 40 minutes before it was my turn.

The passage was about coffee shops & that the culture is disappearing in Singapore. Quite easy, I had two words which I didn't know how to read.

The conversation part was the worse thing ever. They asked us about ...

Wanna know?

Its freakin' horrible.

3rd language.

Argh like whattheheck! I studied relationships between parents & children, why government extended the non-smoking areas & so many other topics.

The 2 teachers who tested us were from China, a female and a guy. The guy looked bored practically like all the time.

Oh & during the conversation, I focused all of my attention on the female & when I suddenly stared at him, he looked shocked. Yay I freak people out :D

I stammered alot. Seriously I think alot can't even describe how many times I've stammered. I was like " Erm .... Then " The biggest boo-boos in an oral exam.

Damn it, if I don't score well for this, Imma have to work on my listening comprehension & papers. Chinese is the only subject I can score.

There's tuition tomorrow, can't wait.

I'm gonna revamp my blog & remove the tagboard soon. So all of you out there can't tag anymore, hee.

Okay just when I thought that I can kick my legs up and relax, I realised that I have two freaking tests tomorrow!

Many vulgarities just floated across my mind :) Not gonna pollute your eyes by keeping them to myself.

Note to self : Rant like a crazy woman when I've time in my next post.

x;

Can't you hear my heartbeat?

2009-07-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

Okay if you're one of those people that reads my blog because you heard something about me today ... then I don't know what I should tell you -.-

I thought today would be a good day for me, but the morning didn't started well.

Well, it involved many guys, him, loads of shouting.

I was so petrified that I went for my dental appointment using another staircase.

Oh, speaking of dental, Juliana Tan has healthy teeth!! :D

I originally thought that the dentist was gonna like, scold me for not taking good care of my teeth or something.

Had class photo-taking after dental appointment, & it was freaking fun!! I wanna do it again, and again, & again.

Spent the entire recess talking to Doreen & it was good, hahahaha.

Oh, Caifang, if you ever read this, I love you a lot & thanks for the advice you gave me today! There's no point in me being so depressed every single day. If he likes me, good for me, if he doesn't, there's nothing I can do anyway.

Plus I'm only 15, period. Its not like as if I'm getting married now. So I'm gonna wipe that frown off my face and turn it upside down! :)

I was super dead in A Math. Whatever the teacher said doesn't seems to make sense to me. There's a quiz tomorrow, I think I'm gonna fail it, no doubt.

Took a bus home with Hazel, yeah had a talk with her too! ( Realised that I love talking to people? ) Awesome.

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3 more days to O levels Chinese oral. I better buck up.

x;

2009-07-13T00:39:00.001+08:00

LIU HSING MAN, SHENG RI KUAI LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love you alot! Hope you're doing well in Taiwan!

:D

xoxo;

I held on, I clung on so damn tight, I just can't let him go

2009-07-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

Whooooooooooooooosh I'm back from tuition from Doreen & Tiffany!

Today was supposed to be a short day but it turned out to be a long day for me!

I love Fridays now because there is not Math nor Biology/Chemistry periods! Everybody say YAY!

Went to meet Yuquan & Felix after school but didn't really did what we were supposed to do.

Yeah the rest of the afternoon was kind of erm ... I don't think I will elaborate on it, yeah people who know should be honored huh!

Somehow, I was mistaken somehow for somebody's somebody, get it? Ahaha. I hope Monday will not be a torture, fingers crossed!

& Someone said that I smelt like strawberries (?!) and couldn't stop poking me -.- Why must I be soooooo prone to people poking and tickling me?!

Went back home at like 4 p.m & I was so mad tired that I dozed off but luckily mummy woke me up so I quickly prepared for tuition.

It was my first tuition in like 13718321973129 years. I remembered the last tuition I had was when I was in Primary 4 I think. I quit it because I'm too lazy to go to the tuition centre ... which is only downstairs -.-

I was kind of late ( I always am, ahaha :o ) but luckily Tiffany's father gave me, Thessa, Tiffany ( Duh -.- ) & Doreen a ride.

Tuition was awesome.

It was cozy.

The teacher is freakin' patient! She explained a question for like 20 minutes & after that, Doreen was the only one who understood so the teacher explained again. Ahaha I think me, Tiffany & Thessa are like students from hell. Cool.

Thessa went home after tuition while me, Tiff & Doreen went to some Japanese restaurant ( Is it counted a restaurant? ) to have late dinner & we went to AngMoKio hub to get desserts! Parted at around 10 p.m.

I feel a tad bit smarter after tuition! :D

So yepps, that pretty sums up my day.

I'm joining more and more tuition classes. I think I'm addicted to it. ( I bet you guys think that I'm going crazy from all those A Math Coordinate Geometry or whatever it is )

Should I sacrifice my weekends for tuition?

x;

Fuck superficial guys.

2009-07-09T21:36:00.007+08:00

Credits to Blu3Pixel

Don't you guys know that I have feelings?

That I'm actually a girl too? NOT ONLY PRETTY GIRLS ARE GIRLS.

I KNOW I'M NOT AS PRETTY AS SOME GIRLS BUT I'M A HUMAN BEING TOO, DO YOU KNOW THAT?

You know what, I think you probably don't.

Its okay if you don't know that I have feelings, but guys, can you all at least have the tendency to not compare when you're actually talking to a girl? As in don't compare her with other girls in her face for goodness sake!!!

You have no idea how the girl you're talking to feels when you start exclaiming about hot her friends are & how un-hot she is.

I know, & it fucking hurts.

Sometimes I wonder how long I can survive in this superficial world.

I don't think I'd be able to last long.

x;

2009-07-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

~~PS : I will update when Blogger allows me to upload pictures.~~

~~Till then.~~

Updated!

It just killed me inside and out

2009-07-07T20:22:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was kind of fun ... in the day.

Decided to become a gooseberry and tagged on with someone & somebody to watch Ice Age 3. Ahah don't worry, I wasn't the only gooseberry there!

The movie was quite okay, quite funny at some parts. I'd rate it, say a 7/10?

Met up with Tiffany, Thessa & her cousin, _______ ( I forgot her name! ) & Jiayi went to PartyWorld, again.

Thessa & her cousin are perhaps the craziest person I've ever known man! They were like strangling each other in the train station & all of them wanted to go Bungee Jumping.

Nuh-uh for me. I don't like heights :/

KTV is always fun. I was so afraid that I'd ... when sad songs were playing. Tiff was scared that I will want to commit suicide ( I think ). Be assured, I won't kill myself for anyone :D I still wanna be a grandmama with super many grandchildren.

The session ended so Thessa & her cousin decided to check out some arcade while me, Tiff & Jiayi went to Bugis to shop & had dinner.

( I can feel the fats bulging. urgh )
Had a heart-to-heart talk & yeah it was good.

Went home after that & was about to start on my work when ... yeah.

After ... I curled up in a corner of my room & it was kind of ...

Didn't really sleep until 3 a.m. & I was so drained that I immediately fell asleep.

Had a really really really bad nightmare. I think Tiff knows about it. I swear its one of the worst nightmares I have ever had that could make me wake up in tears. There was him, her and a love story. Whattheheck!

Argh. I'm off to do work.

x;

Many nights those tears flew, being myself without anyone to care about the thoughts

2009-07-07T02:10:00.004+08:00

Its 2.14 a.m.

There's school tomorrow.

My twitter is filled to the brim with emo-ness.
( Just bear with me for this while, just like I mentioned on my Twitter )

10 hours ago, I was enjoying myself with a bunch of crazy people.

9 hours later, I was curled up in a corner of my bedroom & trying very very hard to stop tearing.
( If you think I posted all these stuffs to get pity & attention, go f yourself please. )

I tried doing my Math when I calmed down to keep myself occupied. Major failure to concentrate.

I rebelled against my mum, which I didn't for months.

Its really amazing, how something can affect me so much.

( If you, too think that I post this just to get him to feel bad and stuff, you should f off too. )

I will post a proper post tomorrow.

I am afraid to sleep somehow, because it'll give me a chance to think about it more.

But I shall try. I hope there's no drama tomorrow. I don't know howthefuck am I gonna act well with all these going on.

I'm off.

Much love, J.

So make your tears one smile, 'cause one smile is worth a dozen smile.

2009-07-05T01:01:00.016+08:00

I woke up, brushed my teeth, ate lunch, went out, came back, am blogging and gonna sleep.

Not.

Hahahahaha.

Today's post's gonna be short but spammed with camwhored pictures, so if you're allergic to my face/ small eyes/ huge nose you can probably skip this post!

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Met up with my aunt & my cousin, who's also named Doreen. It was a very very very last minute decision, but I'm glad we finally went out!

Well yeah my little cousin tagged along too, & at first it seemed weird for a 9 year old kid to be shopping with a bunch of ladies.

Thought I was gonna be late, but it turns out that I'm the earliest 'cause they pushed back the timing to 3.30 p.m.

We walked around Wisma at first and decided to settle down at The Coffee Connoisseur ( TCC ) to have a cup of coffee & catch up with each other.

I had Iced Chocolate, my aunt had The Monthly Special which turned out yucky 'cause the milk was soy milk or something, my cousin Doreen had frappe and my lil cousin had some iced coffee.

I was shocked, 'cause I didn't know any 9 year old that actually drinks coffee!

We ordered a Devil's Chocolate Cake & some organic soy cheesecake. I didn't know TCC was actually this organic & healthy.

I swear my younger cousin was damn random. We were talking about how great it was to have siblings & he suddenly pointed to a fire alarm and told us that he has never seen a fire alarm like that before. Random much.

Anyway, we had a great talk!!! Though the cost of the food and drinks were $50++. Hee my aunt's treat. Thank you! :D

Walked around in Far East after that. Wanted to buy a top but decided against it because my aunt told me that the colour combination didn't match my skin tone.

After walking around aimlessly, we took a train to my grandmama's house.

My grandmama's house is one of the most heart warming place I know. The sound of my little cousins running around made me calm down somehow.

& My youngest cousin was actually friendly to me this time! He's the only one with big, round & shiny eyes in my whole family. ( Yeahyeah, I'm jealous!! )

( My cousin copying my pose -.- )

Went to the void deck and had a long long chat with my cousins Doreen, Kian Yong & Kian Poh ( they're brothers ) Yeah the four of us are very close :D

& I camwhored like crazyyyyyyyyy.

Oh and grandmama treated all of us to ice cream. Thank you too!

I swear my cousins are seriously funny. They made me laugh in like, every single sentence they said.
( A happy Juliana! )
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Today was awesome. & I finally realised that my family is the one that keeps me going.

&&& Those who hate me camwhoring, let you know something ...

There're still MORE pictures in my cousin's phone & my aunt's cam.

I must wait for them to send to me so I'll probably post it in future posts.

Till then,

Loads of love, Juliana.T

x;

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2009-07-02T14:55:00.002+08:00

I'm posting a short post first, then I'll post a proper post later.

Its raining now, the skies are dark. Insanely dark. Describes my mood somehow.

I'm always afraid of thunder, I love the bright sun, hated the rain.

Now, I just want the rain to get as heavy as possible.

There's this familiar clump in my throat, a familiar wetness in my eyes.

I feel ...

x;

I hope you have some time right now, to hear a few more words leave my lips.

2009-06-29T20:16:00.005+08:00

Okay for some reason Blogger is screwed and it doesn't allow me to upload photos.

Argh, forget it.

Lemme start on describing on how first day of school was.

The first thing I smelled was paint. The first shock I got was that the whole school looks like a ... a ... I can't even bear to say it ... Hospital. ( Yeah I'm kind of lame now, but who cares?! )

Blue doors and white classroom walls. For every single room. Its mortifying!

I was like thinking that the seniors who spent so much time and sweat decorating each classroom are gonna burst into anger when they see that.

I mean like, what has painting the classes got to do with H1N1?! ( Okay maybe it really has nothing to do with H1N1. )

First two periods were like form teacher's time. CKN didn't come, the best news for the day. Sad thing is that, she'll be back tomorrow. Argh!

We got a new timetable, and all the lessons are reduced to like, 35 minutes instead of the usual 45 minutes. Awesome or what?

&&& The earliest I'll get released will be like 12.40p.m?!!! Ohmygosh, that's the best thing that the school ever came up with.

After recess we were taken over by this really cool male teacher Mr Shong. He's really amazing. He managed to make me reflect on many many stuffs & he's pretty funny.

Math was boring. Almost dozed off.

Chemistry was okay, but I didn't really understand the concepts.

Lunch afterschool was awesome :) & When me and Tiff was walking up the stairs, both of us stopped at the same time to adjust our school shoes. We were so freaked out! It was really like, the exact moment.

I'm reading ' More Confessions of A Hollywood starlet now '. I like the first book better.

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Head over heels. Insecure.

I hate it.

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I'm tired. Won't be posting so often nowadays I guess. Follow me on Twitter. I Twit 24/7, heck its more active than my blog.

I'm off to do some work.

x;

Juliana & Google

2009-06-27T15:58:00.004+08:00

Well once again, yours truly is very bored, so I took something off Facebook that I think its kind of interesting :D

Here I go!

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Rules: Type your name into Google with the verb directed and write down whatever comes up first (that makes sense).

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.

Queen Juliana needs to get regular exercise, eat healthfully, get plenty of rest (something she may require more of than average), and especially avoid activities and people that dissipate and waste her time.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.

julianna looks like she is in pain. ( My name is spelt wrongly so I don't know if its counted ... )

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.

Juliana says, "You know what my problem is, doctors? Nothing exists. You doctors and this hospital and everything, you're all projections of my subconscious ... ( Ahaha I think it sounds very like me )

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.

Juliana wants CHOCOLATE. ( AHAHA SO TRUE!!!!!!! )

Q:Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.

Juliana does not have any Contacts at this time. ( ??? )

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.

Juliana hates spending Saturdays at the computer. ( I'm doing it now -.- )

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.

Juliana asks Britian Join. ( Join what?! )

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.

Juliana likes Rock'n'roll! ( HUGE! )

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.

Juliana eats pizza. ( Duh? )

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.

Juliana wears a bit of sunshine!

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.

Juliana arrested for animal abuse. ( I LOVE ANIMALS OKAY -.- Screw the other Juliana(s) in thw world who abuses animals )

Q: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google Search

Juliana loves to cry to the blind. ( ?? )

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Okay I think I'm officially bored and I'm gonna start on my work after I finish watching Princess Protection Program. You should catch it, not bad :D

x;

I carry your heart with me

2009-06-27T01:46:00.005+08:00

Whooooooooooooosh. ( It has been a long time since I started my post like that )

Oh before I start ranting on how fun my day was, my father told me that Michael Jackson passed away. Sad, I mean like, I'm not a huge fan of him, but he was the one who gave pop music life.

Not forgetting he was the one who started moonwalking. ( Correct me if I'm wrong )

Rest in peace.

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Today was a madly fun day. Finally went to KTV with Kimberly, YuPin & Tiffany.

Smartest decision I made today : Wearing 3 cm heels! Major comfort!

As usual, I was late, but I wasn't the latest. Kim was. Oh, & I walked in my usual super fast speed 'cause I was in comfy heels. This time, Tiffany was the one who took small steps. Ahah we agreed to plan if we're gonna wear heels or flats next time.

Went to the party world at LiangCourt. We were seriously retarded when we tried to look for Central shopping mall. It wasn't on the map & in the end, we realised that we were in it all along -.- Retarded or what?

As usual, they gave us a huge room. Awesome. We immediately started singing once we entered the room.

4 hours passed very very very quickly. I must say I had lots of fun, but I think Kim wouldn't want to go KTV with us anymore. Heh :b

Walked back to Central because Yupin wanted to go home already. Me, Kim & Tiff didn't wanted to head home so early so we decided to walk to Raffles City since its near.

& I kept on wanting to take pictures but I feel madly embarassed 'cause it feels so tourist-y.

&& Kim's a gadget idiot while Tiff is a technology idiot. Uber funny!

We had this Ooki fish thingy that has fillings inside for dinner. The chocolate one was super nice.

Headed to Citylink and we just sat and talked for like, 1 hour ++ ? Then we went to Mcdonalds and I finally had my late dinner ( It was 9 already ). Oh, and their service sucks like crazy.

Kim & Tiff hid my Ezlink card but I was blur and I didn't knew they hid it. Tiff gave up in less than 30 seconds because she couldn't stand my stupidness, ahaha!

We went to TCC & Tiff ordered a cup of Earl Grey Tea & we chatted for super long. Bitched & heart-to-heart talks.

Then it was like 10.35 p.m so we took a train to Toa Payoh but we still wanted to continue talking so we decided to sit down & wait for the next train. In the end, Tiffany took the next, next, next, next train ( I think ).

Took bus home with Kimberly, argh, the bus ride was so short, we didn't have enough time to talk!

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So as you can see, we did loads of talking in a day. I really love the both of them.

When I'm around them, its almost like how I'm like when I'm all alone.

& I really almost cried when we parted!

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I'm looking forward to the japanese lunch date I'm gonna have with mummy & brother tomorrow. Can't wait :D ( Yes Gerard I realised that I always can't wait for something. Cool right. )

x;

Dance upon clouds and twirl on the mountains

2009-06-25T02:10:00.003+08:00

Today was kind of a long day ... at least for me.

I woke up at 8.30 a.m to accompany someone to get something. Met him at 10 though. Ahah yeah he better know how great of a friend I am 'kay! I slept at 4.30 a.m last night because I couldn't sleep somehow.

So I got hmm 4 hours of sleep, almost overslept. Made the most stupid decision today : Wearing a 3.5 / 4 inch heels.

Hmmm basically I've walked in those horrible shoes for like about 2 hours before I went to meet Kim & Tiff.

I was late because I took really small steps while walking ( Blisters were already forming ) & at first I wanted to switch shoes with Kim and we ended up doing some embarrassing stuffs. Kim couldn't stand my heels in the end, so I ended up with my heels.

First thing we did was to rush into CottonOn to get myself a pair of pumps. I was super fussy about the designs 'cause most of the designs there were super ugly. We headed for a few more shoe shops but I just didn't set my eyes on anything.

One bad habit that I have is that I'm very very very particular about shoes, as in the design, not how comfy it is, as you can judge from my posts screaming " MY FEET HURT FROM THE HEELS I WORE TODAY! " PS : If you've noticed, all of my shoes has ribbons on them. Hee.

My stubborness led to 6 hours of torturing pain, my ankle was scratched so much that it bled T-T

We didn't really shop, but we spent quite a lot of kachings on food.

We had many great and lengthy talks today, & the talk we had in Coffee club was super funny. I was trying to convey my point then Kim & Tiff would sidetrack to another topic suddenly and I would have difficulty trying to remember what I wanted to say.

Me & Tiff tried to show Kim a special place, but it was ruined by ahlians/ahbengs! Argh!

Oh, Tiff, I will remember what we agreed on in the train. $2!

Basically, I'm not weak okay. Try wearing 4 inch heels for 7/8 hours. Btw, my leg muscles ache like crazy :(

Lalala, so many plasters on my poor feet now.

School's reopening, BOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Adios!

x;

A falling heart with million of fears.

2009-06-23T22:16:00.008+08:00

Hey yo! A happy post today! :D

Long post short :

Today was kind of awesome, was supposed to go KTV with ShengEn, Gerard & Pearly but Pearly cannot make it + En don't like singing.

So ....

I wanted to cancel the outing at first, but I decided not to, since I haven't seen them since like ... last year?!

Decided to catch ' Ghost of Girlfriends Past ' with En, Gerard and Harry & since they wanted to do some shopping, we went to Bugis to catch the movie.

Harry joined us during lunch & we went to Illuma ( or whatever you spell it ) 'cause Gerard said that Shaw cinema in Bugis Junction was not comfy enough.

We reached there at 2:30 p.m, just on time to buy tickets for the 2:40 p.m show.

The show was okay, but I don't think you're supposed to watch it in a group 'cause there were many kissing + sex scenes -.- It will be an awesome movie if you're gonna watch it with your bf/gf or if you're a despo guy wanting to learn how to pick girls up 'cause that movie teaches some dirty tricks on how to get girls.

Went to Bugis street to do some major shopping. For the first time, I'm not the one who's shopping, the boys are.

Walked around many stores and gave them some opinions here and there. Though I ended up with nothing, it was very fun to help the boys pick out clothings.

( Random snapshot while one of them tried on clothes )

Yeah so all of them ended up with bags of clothes while my hands were ... empty.

Headed for dinner, but I didn't eat 'cause I was too full.
( En )

( Harry )

Walked around Bugis Junction aimlessly again & headed home after Gerard ate his huge icecream.

I had a great laugh today & I've kind of released my tension for about 6 hours? I'm home now, & though the tension's back, I still had fun today.

I'm gonna drag them to ktv soon. Wait for it :D

Adios!

x;

I'd melt away, with nothing left inside.

2009-06-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging in quite a few days.

Maybe right now as you're reading, you're expecting a happy post?

Sorry to disappoint you.

I feel so PMS-y these few days. Moodswings all the time, its like a rollercoaster somehow.

Well, just now I feel really damn f-ed up somehow.

Planning an outing is so damn tough. I have to think of where to go, when to go so that it can match everybody's schedule, how much its gonna cost, how to get there, who's going so that no enemies will meet.

Its tiring, but I kind of enjoy it ... until things go out of hand.

This is gonna be a short post I guess, 'cause I'm not really in the mood to blog right now.

I hate this superficial world. Freakin' hate it.

I have no more will left to fight.

Maybe a happy post soon. Fingers crossed.

x;

Quiz, quiz and more quiz.

2009-06-19T01:05:00.003+08:00

ShangZhi tagged me in this quiz, I guess I'll do this quiz and post a proper blog post later :)

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The person who tagged you?
Sng Shang Zhi!

Your relationship with him/her
She was my Primary 5/6 classmate, and she's damn nice. One of the people I often revisit KCS with :D

Your first impression with him/her is?
She's damn cool and she is very talented in music. Her house is cool too.

The most memorable moments with him/her is?
Err ... I'm thinking 'bout the time we went Escape, & chalet

The most memorable things he/she has said to you?
Hmmmm, can't really remember. ( 3 years already -.- )

what should he/she improve that?
Nothing!

If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do?
Impossible :D

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Because she refuses to wear dresses -.-

The most desired things you want to do for him/her is?
Hmmmm visit KCS and have a nice chat :D

Your overall impression on him/her is?
Very very cool & nice. ( I'm not sucking up -.- )

The characteristic you hate most about yourself?
Zero sense of self esteem

The most ideal person you want to be is?
... Hmmm no one, I still love myself ( I know I'm like contradicting )

For people who care and love you,
say something to them.love you guys=)
Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want
to know how they feel about you.

( I'll just name 10 people randomly )

1. Doreen
2. Hsing Man
3. Gerard
4. Tiffany
5. Joshua
6. Bhavna
7. Yuquan
8. Felix
9. Jeston
10. Bryan

Who is 6 having a relationship with?
( Bhavna )I don't think she's in a relationship ...

Is 9 a male or a female?
( Jeston ) Definitely male.

What is 2 studying at the moment?
( Hsing Man ) Something in chinese ... :(

Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Don't tell you.

What kind of music does 8 like?
( Felix ) Idk. Pop?

Does 1 have any siblings?
( Doreen ) Yepps, 2 cute younger brothers

Is 4 single?
( Tiffany ) Yepps.

What is the surname of 5?
( Joshua ) Koh.

What is the hobby of 3?
( Gerard ) Bullying everybody, ahaha. ( Trust me, I'm a victim )

Do 7 and 9 get along well?
( Yuquan, Jeston ) They don't even know each other -.-

Where is 10 studying at?
( Bryan ) Kuo Chuan

Say something casual about your eyes?
Firstly, I hate you for asking such a sensitive question. ( Its sensitive to me okay! )
Small, single eyelid, but I love them. ( Okay, it doesn't really sounds casual )

Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
( Hsing Man ) Ahaha of course, and I love her!

Where does 9 live?
( Jeston ) Ajunied, I think

What colour does 4 like?
( Tiffany ) I'll take a wild guess, pink?

Are 5 and 1 good friends?
( Joshua, Doreen ) Err I don't think so.

Does 2 likes 7?
( Hsing Man, Yuquan ) Hell no.

How did you get to know 8?
( Felix ) MSN.

Does 3 have any pets?
( Gerard ) Nope.

Is 7 sexiest person is the world?
( Yuquan ) Okay I'm laughing like crazy. Ask him that question.

What am i doing now?
Still laughing, and typing, breathing and doing this quiz ( Obviously ).

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I'm finally done! Off to hit the sheets!

Goodnight world.

Okay maybe I shall stay up for another 30 minutes.

x;

Random # 3

2009-06-16T21:57:00.004+08:00

Weishan, I uploaded this picture 'cause I MISS YOU TOO! Though you're still in Sg, hee :)

( The webcam pictures we took, some were seriously retarded! )

DCYT, KUAI DIAN HUI LAI :(

Miss you a lot, I have nobody to sweet talk to/piss off/disturb/annoy/irritate/gossip with! :(

Faster come back!

Can't wait to talk about Taiwan with you!

:( <- Sad face!

But you can't see this 'cause you're like 1290380183081 miles away from me.

A love dedication post! Ahahaha!

Oh and you know something, the fans that we bought together? Well ... Mine spoiled. Not really a surprise, ahahah.

x;

PS : I'm not lesbian, you idiot.

My heart is torn at its seams

2009-06-15T01:29:00.003+08:00

Hey yo!

I haven't been blogging for a long long long time :b

But here I am, blogging!

Okay today was totally awesome.

Maybe not so awesome at the starting of the day.

I took a bus ride to my grandmama's house at Ajunied. Bus 155. It was one of the worst bus ride experience EVER.

I went up to the bus and it was full, its okay, I can stand. I noticed a poor old woman standing at a corner holding the handrail weakly. Wondered why nobody offered her a seat.

Then I saw a huge grocery bag on two empty seats. The bag belonged to this two maids who were laughing their asses off loudly. Another old woman went up the bus and they ignored her, luckily some teenage gave up his seat.

Screw the both of them.

Then there was this two FREAKINGLY annoying boys who attempted to shoot me with some sort of toy -.- When I managed to get a seat with my brother, they gave comments like :

" Ohmygosh, why are they seating together? Aren't they frenemies?! "

I gave them a death glare and one of them said to the other boy " Oooooooh she doesn't likes you! "

I mean like I don't loathe kids ( In fact I love kids ), but this kind of kids are seriously crazy.

I wanted to y'know, show them a finger gesture ( You should know what ) but I decided against it.

Luckily they got off the bus before I almost blasted at them.

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Grandmama's house was awesome. My aunt from Melbourne brought back so much food! There were Nougats, macademia nuts coated in honey & dark chocolate, sweets and gums!!! Like omgggg ( Munching on a Nougat now! )

My little cousins came. There were 3 of them. Hee, love the youngest one. He was super quiet at first, and at around 10, he began laughing at the slightest thing. Ah-dorable!! & He got very amazed at the sight of poker cards, mirrors and foods.

He has the nicest pair of big eyes I have ever seen on kids. I'm overwhelmed by jealousy :(

Went crazy with him, super fun!

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Bus ride home was cold, freezing.

Thought 'bout loads of stuff, again.

Decisions are very very hard to make ...

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Anyone wanna go shopping / beach ?

Trying to make each and everyday last before the holiday ends.

Text me.

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Offer a rainbow smile

2009-06-10T02:22:00.003+08:00

( Super frustrated after walking on some mountain for 2 hours -.- Pardon me for that bushuang face. )

I'M BACK.

Ahahaha!

Okay I'm freaking tired and freaked out ( I'll explain why later, if I'm not too tired to post ).

Taiwan was amazing. My relatives were super friendly and they drove us around Taipei. Wanted to go knock on HsingMan's door, but I realised that I forgot to ask for her address -.-

Ate truckloads of useless but damn yummy food. I think I put on 1 or 2 kilograms? I have no idea.

The flight there was ... well, horrible. We had to transit in HongKong and we had to wait for 2 hours before boarding the flight to HK.

Watched " He's not that into you " and I fell asleep in the midst of the show. It was kind of boring and I didn't get what they're trying to convey.

Didn't really buy many stuffs in Taiwan, maybe a few tops and skirts and bags and necklaces? ( No, trust me, the total didn't even add up to 15 items -.- )

My relatives' house was huge. They bought the land or something so they could continue building their houses higher and higher. Rich people -.-

The 3 days in Taiwan went by damn fast. I didn't even have enough time to shop! :(

I spent the last day in HongKong. It was HORRIBLE.

It was so horrible that I told my mum I'm never going there again.

Most of the people there has serious attitude problems.

It was our first time in Hongkong, and we had no tour guide, so we had to ask around for road directions right?

Y'know when I tried to ask a few random street people how to get to Mongkok ( some street in HK ) and they bloody ignored me and walked past me.

Okay, you might be thinking that I'm being too judgemental, but seriously, most of HK people has very very very serious attitude problems.

& If you think Singaporeans are rude, selfish and blah blah blah, try going HK, you'll realise that actually Singaporeans are very okay compared to them.

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And when we finally got to Mongkok, we found out that there was actually 3 cases of people pouring acids from the buildings above on innocent people shopping there.

Crazy or what?! 24 people got burnt by the acids but luckily none of them were disfigured.

& The latest case was on Monday -.-

Mongkok is known as " Nv ren Jie/ Women Street ". The only things they sell there are :

- Fake Gucci/ LV/ Prada/ Chanel ( You name it, they have it )
- G strings & those super explict sex costumes -.- My eyes almost burnt after looking at all of them
- Clothes that you can find in markets of Singapore

Trust me, I didn't have any fun in HongKong at all, the shopping mall sold all sorts of branded stuffs like Espirit, Mango and stuffs that you can find in Singapore malls.

Total waste of time, never ever ever going there again. The people walk without looking and the cars horn at each other 24/7.

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Took night flight from HK to Singapore. The shows shown were damn boring and most of them has sex scenes.

I fell asleep and after I had the dinner provided ( Sucky, not nice at all ), there was a sudden turbulence ( Check out Wikipedia for its definition. )

I was freaked out okay. Plus it just rained and I thought I saw lightning near the plane ( In the end, the so called ' lightning ' were the plane's lights -.- )

The plane captain was like announcing that we're facing a turbulence and it sounded damn serious + the plane was freaking shaky and unstable.

I prayed :/ and at first mummy was pretty relaxed, but I freaked her out and she was damn worried that we won't be able to go back to Singapore :b

In the end the stewardess ensured me that its safe and stuff, and I went back to sleeping like a pig. ( Hello, night flight, I woke up at 4 a.m and walked for 12 hours. )

Reached Singapore at around 11+ p.m? Freaking tired.

Its 2:49 a.m now, I think I'm gonna hit the sheets at around... 3a.m?

PS : I didn't really buy anything for anyone this trip. I'm sorry but I really had no time. I basically only spent 2 days in Taiwan 'cause first day was spent on flight.

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All superficial guys should just ... evaporate from this world.
Screw you all.

Catch a smile and toss it to the wind

2009-06-06T02:05:00.004+08:00

HASTA LA VISTA, PEOPLE.

Until 9th June.

Do not text me after 10 a.m, unless you think you've too much money :)

Off to Taiwan & Hk! Buhbuhbye! :D

PS : Look out for my Twitter, I'd update it in the airport and when I'm back!

Thanks for all the Bon Voyage(s) and wishings! Hah! :D

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